Easily distracted…..the state of existence in my world this
week! It has been such an emotionally,
mentally charged week for me. There were
several really exciting developments in my life this week in terms of
opportunities to share my story. Earlier this week I received a phone call from
a journalist in England wanting to do an interview and a feature story in a
magazine over there. This was quite an honor, but it came with a lot of
confusion and anxiety because it involved signing a legally binding contract. I
also finalized the details of a keynote address that I will presenting in a
month or so. On one hand, I find it amazing how modern technology has been used
to spread this miracle around the world, and am surprised at the stir it
causes; and yet, I’m not really surprised because I believe in my heart that
all of this fuss has nothing to do with “Theresa” and EVERYTHING to do with God
and His desire to use me to help others. I don’t understand it; I don’t know
the world of ‘Business, contracts, law, or public speaking”, but I trust that
all of the pieces will fall into place when and how they are supposed to.
Learning to trust and letting go of the control is not easy; but neither is my
(or your) journey. It’s a day-by-day surrender of will; the willingness to say,
“I don’t know how”; “I’m afraid”; “What if I fail or I can’t stick with it”; “But…this
is hard……..” You been there??????
It is a joy to be given the opportunity to help; to be used
to bring hope; to give Glory to God, but it can also be distracting. On top of
the stuff I have to do every day…..work, study, write, live, eat, sleep…..you
know all the stuff we do every day, I’ve been distracted with the details of
these contracts and opportunities. Being distracted by “LIFE THINGS” or “Unexpected
issues that come up” can play havoc on one’s journey and can easily become a
stumbling block. This week I was
operating on about 4 hours sleep every night. I didn’t eat well; my schedule
got off-kilter; I felt a lot of emotions. I didn’t have time for much physical activity.
I wasn’t as “available” to the people in my life and some of them felt
neglected. My house is a mess; my laundry didn’t get done; many of my e-mails
are yet to be answered; I didn’t post to the group as much as I’d like; and I didn’t even get to watch the Tiger
baseball season opener and had to rely on the news for the highlights. It was just one of those weeks and now I have
some catching up to do. Distractions can
cause one to feel stressed, unsettled, and unfocused……IF….we allow it to!
In the course of my journey, I encountered many distractions
that threatened to totally knock me off my game. There are those things that we all face…..like
birthdays, holidays, special occasions…..that can distract us…(even for just a
couple of days)….IF WE LET THEM. There
are also those ‘unexpected….stressful….painful and emotional things……Like the
death of a loved one or friend, an illness or health concern, a family crisis
or emergency…..an issue at work….a fight or misunderstanding in a relationship…..a
power-outage, job layoff, car breakdown, major household repair….a
weather-related situation……you name it. Do we let those things become an excuse
to go off plan…to give it to temptation? I hope not! EVERY
SINGLE DAY….we get things thrown at us that test our faith….threaten our peace…..tempt
our will…..distract us from our focus.
Our journey is continual, daily walk.
All day….we make choices to either move forward or quit….to do what we
KNOW is right, or to do what we WANT to do. I don’t know about you; but I have
to constantly keep my eyes of the goal; to continually remember my motivations;
to remind myself that I cannot do this on my own; to surrender MY WILL….MY
WANTS….MY FEARS….MY STUFF…..to God…..because I know how easily I can get
distracted….and how easily I could lose focus….and how easily I go back to the
old way of life.
Each time I find myself wanting to give up….to give in to
the stress….to let doubt, and fatigue, and fear, and anxiety, and
insecurity overtake me…..I have to keep reminding
myself that I want to keep on walking…..LITERALLY (never want to go back in
that walker)…..and FIGURATIVELY….(never want to try to do LIFE alone). I have to continually remind myself that I am
work in progress….that God isn’t finished with me yet….that I have so much to
learn….so much to change…and I am not perfect and am going to make mistakes and
slip-up……..and that EACH DAY….even with distractions….is my chance to be a
better person….to be kinder….to be more loving and caring….to be generous,
trusting, and supportive…..to bring joy, hope, encouragement to someone who may
be hurting or lonely……and most importantly….each day is an opportunity to bring
glory to God….and honor to the parents that gave me life.
I encourage you
today….don’t let the distractions that are sure to come your way knock you off
your game; make you lose your focus; or cause you to give up on your
journey. You’ve got this……even if you
encounter a temporary road-block or detour!
Make it a really wonderful day!!!!
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